I feel the need to address it
I feel butterflies in my stomach wanting to break loose
I can’t go back now, this is not an excuse
The overall feeling of doubt and anxiousness
Do I really want to do this? Is it worth this?
Through all of the distracting chit chat
I can’t help but wonder
“What if” this or “What if” that
Is it worth this feeling that I can’t control?
What is it that I want to make my goal?
I say I want to do this but I can’t shake the feeling of “Do I really?”
It’s odd, you see
’cause what I enjoy doesn’t require a degree
It doesn’t require this feeling of nervousness or a pounding heart
It requires love and passion and willpower to start
I know I can do this, I know I’m worrying for nothing
It’s no big deal, and I know it’s good for something
I just want to get the first day over with
So this year can be finsihed
So I can go on about my life
Travelling the world as a YouTuber’s future wife.