August 19, 2018


I’m stressing

I feel the need to address it

I feel butterflies in my stomach wanting to break loose

I can’t go back now, this is not an excuse

The overall feeling of doubt and anxiousness

Do I really want to do this? Is it worth this?



Through all of the distracting chit chat

I can’t help but wonder

“What if” this or “What if” that

Is it worth this feeling that I can’t control?

What is it that I want to make my goal?


I say I want to do this but I can’t shake the feeling of “Do I really?”

It’s odd, you see

’cause what I enjoy doesn’t require a degree

It doesn’t require this feeling of nervousness or a pounding heart

It requires love and passion and willpower to start


I know I can do this, I know I’m worrying for nothing

It’s no big deal, and I know it’s good for something

I just want to get the first day over with

So this year can be finsihed

So I can go on about my life

Travelling the world as a YouTuber’s future wife.



written by mrszee - Posted in Blogs


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